Ambiguous

I don’t know what it is - I don’t know what to call it. Sometimes there are feelings to which words cannot explain. No amount of adjectives, nouns and verbs could come together to help me wrap your head around it. 

It’s like a melody without the lyrics. It seeks not understanding, but to evoke emotions that can’t be controlled. It wants to create a constant drumming of thoughts you cannot escape. It’s a multi-dimentional concept with no physical form which demands your attention and wants to be fed what is not tangible. 

It wants to be read poetry that melts your soul with verses of gold. It wants to stay up until 3am talking about the meaning of the cosmos and the rips in time. It wants to be summer during the rain. It wants to be the shore the sea kisses over and over again. 

How do you direct that beating beast within the walls of your ribs home? How do you tell it find its rhythm again? What lullaby does it want to hear before bed? 

What do you call it?